Hey y'all just logged on to say that trauma does not go away it just changes how u deal with it and sometimes not that much so lol love urself u r valid, your problem is your abuser not u but do and take whatever the fuck u have to to survive. Escape. Wait it out et whatever your war/struggle is whatever u need to do to win and get the fuck out of dodge and start the painful process of healing u do it

Life fucking sucks but absolutely every feeling of pain is better than the numbness of abuse manipulation sameness. Stagnancy. Every fucking thing

#tbh only my friend P knows how bad the abuse was cuz her mom is smae shit but yeah #mine is just somewhat more cruel but yeah not a competition just......wtv it is #rip hope my exx bff from HS is doing ok w her very dangerous and cruel abusive father being..a thing. and her mom being the counterpart of #some parts of my father #k cool #abuse

havfiske:

havfiske:
everyone feels robbed of ideal teenage years that don’t really exist

#my old bestie lol #to present! #being somewhere u do not belong is a trip

tinaseh:

Alexa Demie

cdtfdjkbvdgvbb:

what is this “gay straight alliance”. Whoever said i wanted to be aligned with the straights. i want to Win

TBH I just have to learn more of my native languages so that I can rock the young person of color thing and white queer people can stop trying to include me in their bullshit when I’m in ““ their space

#txt

Me: gets painlessly, respectfully, kindly, promptly, and honestly rejected by someone who i dont know that well/haven’t known for that long

Me: do i tear my eyes out now everything i feel returns to u somehow

#remember when #txt

cdtfdjkbvdgvbb:

young shakira is my life tbh

This post is the reason I am still relevant… I am a dying queen but I kind of love that this is the one thing that still goes around out of all of my popular posts Lmao

#cuz shakira is like the one thing still relevant 2 my life & interests now #all the other ones were largely abt my insecurities #ew i am a 20 yr old adult reveling in my teenage tomblr days i def gotta start a new acc lol #will let yall who r still here know what it is tho

Anonymous asked: what was yer prev url

On god. I dont remember. Mb holybrat i think was my longest brand. I have also been moonofficial , tetriis. OK you didn’t ask but my whole life story is that in the height of my Tumblr popularity and my interest in the site I saved a shit ton of really dope URLs like demonbrat and mothermothers (fave band at the time esp) but I was too chickenshit and had not a solid identity enough to change to any of them ever everrrrrr lmfao. I even had safetybrat. Men Without Hats would have been like, this song SLAPS

cdtfdjkbvdgvbb:

wow my sib really just tried to argue with someone who told her very politely not to smoke on campus that vaping isn’t smoking lmao

I dont get why she does this everywhere lmao like stop being addicted to nicotine u dum*ss

#yokes jokes

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hawnestly fuk tumblr

I wish I could pin this like a tweet. If you liked this ILY